And the other Ellie, 'cause I couldn't let her think Joel had just left her. [She knows what that feels like, that sort of betrayal. It's how she felt when she found out about Saul helping poison a kid.
There a pause, and the sound of her roughly pushing her hands through her hair.]
This'd be over by now if Kara hadn't left.
[It would have been so easy, even if she hates herself a little bit for wanting to rely on powers.]
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[It sounds so dumb]
And the other Ellie, 'cause I couldn't let her think Joel had just left her. [She knows what that feels like, that sort of betrayal. It's how she felt when she found out about Saul helping poison a kid.
There a pause, and the sound of her roughly pushing her hands through her hair.]
This'd be over by now if Kara hadn't left.
[It would have been so easy, even if she hates herself a little bit for wanting to rely on powers.]